urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:night_walker21 night_walker21 night_walker21 2008-05-06T02:28:44Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:night_walker21:1224 2008-05-06T02:28:44Z 2008-05-06T02:28:44Z hmmm so ive been thinking on how to get with my girlfriend, ive tryed almost anything and everything. and nuthing seems to be working. sooo now ima ask the help of my dad he wrote me back and said that tomorrow he is off work and well talk then, he wants to know the whollleee story and its a lot. but ill tell himand see if he can help me out.&nbsp;(fingers crosses)<br />also i think my 7 year old started a live journal too. i was a bit curious to what she was doing when she loged out of the computer so fast i checked the history and it was this site but it could have been from me, my ex emailed me idk how but ya she did wanting to know how everything was and what not, buttt i dare not answer her back one of two reasons, i dont wanna and 2 my whole family doesnt like her. so thats alright. work was hard hard today i had yet a lot of meetings i had to sttend to hopefully tomorrow is not the same. today my boss yelled at me for a meeting i had i guess i didnt make the quota sooo stupid but hey im only one who knows what im doing i dont see them doing anything there always calling on me to do the stuff. but ya, ill write more tonight todays my kids actualy bday shes is 5 ima try making her happy she wasnt all that happy yesterday. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:night_walker21:891 2008-05-05T06:11:17Z 2008-05-05T06:11:17Z soooo today didnt go as planned today was anas 5th early birthday weekend, she didnt&nbsp;have any fun what so ever, she woke up lattee and then was grouchy, &nbsp;so i tryed my best along with everyone else to cheer her up, we started out with breakfst she wanted pancakes so i got them for her buttt it turned out she changed her mind about it and ate eggs instead, i took all the kids to the park to play cuz it was anas favorite thing to do, poor kid she just sat there and didnt wanna play with the other kids i tryed hard to get her out to play but she wouldnt, after alll that we went to the store to pick out a toy for her all she wanted was a book soo that her mom could read to her, so i got it along with a lil bike for her to maybe cheer her up, got home had dinner then cake but she didnt want any and she decided she wanted to go to bed, some weekend birthday for her, ill try making it up but it just wasnt her day.<br /><br /><br />in other news, my mom asked if i could watch my step bro a little longer at the house, hes a 17 year old guy who acts like a 9 year old, i always have to be on top of him with helping out around here, im trying to help my mom out with things chz she does help me out now with my life, so on top of 4 kids and 2 roomates im stuck with a teenager who is a pain a lot, i hope my mom gets situated fast so he can leave.&nbsp;<br /><br />ill leave it like that for now eve tho there is more to be said, Ill have to do so later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:night_walker21:656 2008-05-04T09:17:14Z 2008-05-04T09:17:14Z intro im new to this, trying something new, my hand would cramp up with me writing&nbsp;in my book so this is new and my hand hasnt cramped up so far yet. &nbsp;anyways, breaf info about me, names miguel barraza, age 20, have 4 kids, two of which are my sisters but i love them as if there were mine, i have two boys, buttt&nbsp; their birth mothers are no longer in the picture, its for te best, i have a beautiful and amazing girlfriend, whom i love the most, she helps me a lot with the kids, shes my otherhalf, the special girl the one i waited my whole life for. although my life sounds perfect it is not quite tha well, my gf and i have been searching 2 long long years for one another. we have both our good and bad days, but we seem to make the best out of things and forgive one another, i think we were ment for oneanother but life is not giving us the chance to meet..<br /><br />well lets see its 2:10 lets see if i can hurry this up.<br /><br />today, my day was like no other 4 screaming kids all under the age of ten, think id get help from anyone nope of course not, not my roomates, they walk right past the kids as if they were a object, i finally got them to all calm down and that was good, i took them outside to play and run around burn ff energy, biiiiggg mistake, the girl my girlfriend forbidded me to seewalked up to my i hisitated to say hi to her i tryed to get all the kids inside b4 she could open her mouth, too late hi she said, i actued like if i didnt hear her and kept thinking my gf doesnt want you talking to her, and if i did i know things will go bad, so i turned and told her today isnt a good day and went inside,&nbsp; something about her makes my stmk turn, its more like a i dont want my gf to know she talked to me or shell kick my ass, so i just stay quiet from girls mostly. which ive gotten used to. later that day my mom came by and talked to me she helps me a lot keeps me thinking straight, she always likes to hear how my gf is doing and how her grandkids are doing. she has a idea on how my gf and i canmeet eachother which im hoping will happen. anyways my gf made his journal for me which i think is the coolest, its something new and i needed it. thank you :) ok well its late i need togo to bed long day tomorrow im spending all day on finding my gf.